It’s no secret that I have always loved the rain…
Lately I have been doing a lot of thinking and sometimes I want to make decisions that seem to be harsh or a spir of the moment thing but in reality they are really not, still I am not making those decisions final because I think I might regret them later.
I have been feeling sad for a couple of months now and the reason is that my mom is not doing so well. She is old and has been in and out of the hospital a few times in the past months. I am spending more time with her than I have for years. We have not been having the best of relationships in the past but since she and also I grow older we appreciate each other more. And the thought of her not being here for a whole lot longer scares me and saddens me more than I could ever admit to her.
This is the first time that I speak so openly about it and also the first time I can’t control my tears about it. People around me don’t know how I feel because I have not been exactly open about it and anyone who knows me knows I am an open book most of the time, except when it comes down to something as deep as this.
I think I will share some stories here about mom since it helps to write about stuff. But for now this is all I got.
One last thing I would like to say is: You never know what someone is going through. Be kind. Always.
Hair: DOUX – Lara Hairstyle.
Head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic.
Skin: DeeTaleZ – “Alexandra”.
Earrings: -SU!- Trash Doll Gacha -Earrings 06- Gold.
Choker: [ kunst ] – Lucy choker.
Necklace: Kibitz – Anne.
Body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1).
Tattoo: Letis Tattoo : Lakshmi : LEGACY :
Rings: .:E.A.Studio:. Tunderstrike.
Pose: Pose: Lyrium. Bloom.
Pic taken at Small town green.