“The secret to permanently breaking any bad habit is to love something greater than the habit.”
For me that is my health. I was smoking since the age of 12 (I know, shocking!) until 7 years ago. I have experienced quite some deaths in my family of people at a young age where the closest one was my father. He died at the age of 49, I was only 9 at the time and ever since that day I am afraid of dying at a young age. This was one of the biggest reasons why I quit smoking. After numerous attempts this time it worked and I haven’t been smoking since. I know why all the other times it didn’t stick, simply because I wasn’t ready. This last time I was so fed up with the addiction, because thats what it is, that I told myself it’s now or never. You wanna live a longer and healthier life then now is the time. I can tell you it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. No more smelly hair and clothes, no more “just one more and then I go to bed, to work, to where ever”, no more yellow’ish walls, no more bad example to my kids. I feel healthier and happier without smoking. Does it make my life longer? Who knows. But at least now I can say that I tried my best!
Hair: Lamb. Dove @ Uber.
Head: Catwa, Catya.
Piercings: Catwa, Face Piercing [Catya].
Septum: [ kunst ].
Tattoo: Letis Tattoo : Mahtab : @ Dubai.
Top: OKUMA – KORA – top – @ Vanity Event.
Shorts: toksik – Selva Shorts.
Shoes: [BREATHE]-Moxie Heels @ Kustom9.
Pose: Lyrium. Isis series.
Pic taken @ KEKELAND – BARDECO.